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Crow Ecstasy
Laughter, like the skidding, ecstatic dance of the back tires of high-finned
50s cars, screeching to a jagged halt at rainy intersection roads. Yeah,
man! Like zig-zag fingernail-scratches on a sooty windowpane, letting
the sun-friend lift your veil, set a dash to your bones cut with cold
gold, your heart flares up out of the sleep-shadows
To become an ornate old barnacle-augmented grey sea-wolf
wharf-piling, tall throne of gulls and crows; that is a lazy, broken-spiral
looping of crow-caws, song of the dry sage, ancient wood-creatures, shiny
black feathers crisp with sun. Black color and the sun rush into each
other's arms for a very happy fuck; their caws barbwire lyric, tree-bark
waking cry as they settle on their beasts of burden, hundreds of half-stripped
Douglas Fir logs in a boom out on the cold sea harbor monster. Boom! Flash!
I am streaked through with Ec! Sta! Sy!
My love for you bursts its lightbulb into smithereens
of sunlight strewn along the Outer Harbor. High tiers of clouds way down
over Port Angeles and the Cascade range, dimmer southward. This sacred
plot of earth, this hill behind me venerable as any hill on earth now
and in history or myth, Golgotha in springtime, Parnassus in springtime,
Pisgah in springtime, spring in this one's fists, as spirited as any and
every spring, including the spring from which springs spring, the reins/weight
of roots keep the happiness of trees in bloom, in bud; the eye-opening
of flower, from raging its huge happiness skyward. And then fragrances
are tippled off to the wind, and an Adam passing is transfixed and rooted
to joy.
Where I walk, stripping a grass-path with bare feet toughened,
groaning ecstasy striding slowly into/over rough sea-rock faces, over
driftwood knots, thin ground-creeper loops, brambleberries' tiny serrated
stems a luxurious scratching of an itch in the feet, distant cry of an
itch deeper than the bowels, kneaded by the joy of feet in gravel, on
bark still left, fresh driftwood not yet bone, not yet dry with the salt-wisdom
of deep cold sea-riding, long adventures of wind told by night and by
morning, and cascades of hot summer sun driving a ruthless hand of earth-love
down deep to the sea-tree's heart, and framing its soul to be wind-carpets
for gulls. Under the body's full weight, barefoot striding, strolling.
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